Save the action from collapsing
Singing softly
If half way
Catch the breath of stale happiness
Lack of location
Beyond dreams
Farther than you can comprehend
Foolish freedom
Always bent
Walking straight without help
A child
A disbelief
A lip that's bit
A mouth breathless
From waiting too long to speak
We're really nothing at all by SurgicalAddiction, literature
Literature
We're really nothing at all
And it feels like I'm running
When there's nothing in front of me
And I'm falling, just to keep you standing tall.
You're all of me
And I'm really nothing at all
You've reached that high and mighty crawl
That world
That made us climb the wall
But we're here
Tonight
There's nothing more to say
And we're one
That final soul today
That smile
You've stretched across my face
You've bled
Just to erase
The pain that wouldn't let me go
And now you're all I know
In a world of simplicity
Viciously
Tearing at our heart
We couldn't be apart
And we're falling….
And it feels like I'm running
When there's nothing in front of me
And
Bloodied for the taking by SurgicalAddiction, literature
Literature
Bloodied for the taking
Its simple and sweet
Nothing better to eat
Drips like candy
A faucet fool of brandy
Lullaby in conception
Water like retention
Hazard in the making
Bloodied for the taking
Drink it up
Swallow it down
All along
I had you drown
Left you to die
I won't ever forget
You looked so sweet
But you tasted so sick
Momentary Silence by SurgicalAddiction, literature
Literature
Momentary Silence
Momentary silence in a soft and silken repose. A small lure of rest. Release from bloodied sheets that slept as night wore on. Simple works of fantasy, a contradictory truth etched along my arms. Scenes unfolded as the world refused to turn on agate wing. This perfection, this agony of face and mask. Something broken, a shattered past. Whispers of ghosts long gone who haunt these halls still. Remember a world once theirs as no one ever will. Contemporary pity, for pity's sad mistake. A soft and dreary falsetto, never a promised break. And all I gave, I gave to you when the world gave you nothing and gave too few.
Drawn taught, knotted, caught and cut. Beauty is pain, they say.
Slippery, wet, warm, dripping flesh dabbed. And pain is beauty.
Metal, cold, unfeeling, dirty and blunt, slipping in and out. They'll love you.
Flesh brought to flesh, stitched and tied. They'll adore you.
Pathetic little doll.
Pretty little doll.
Bloody, Sewn.
I want to sew
I want to sew
That smile into a frown
I want to play
With you all day
And slowly break you down
You fascinate me
You violate me
In ways you'll never know
And so I'll take
This needle here
And I'll begin to sew
Your smile
Your face
Your cold embrace
Your sad and empty world
My fingertips
Will brush your lips
And watch your smile curl
A frown I'll make
And you I'll break
A pretty doll you'll be
And don't forget
That all day long
You'll be here with me
It seems to me,
Your Fragile Wings
Taste vaguely of the wind.
And acid lines
Your sweet times,
Of calm and dissidance.
Don't waste the taste,
The longing grace
Forgotten with the wind.
It smells like rain,
It's futile pain
That god has long dismissed.
I'm holding that last breathe
The quiet is engulfing my mind
And I cannot find the words
It's cloying, close
Not in comfort as in dissapointment
Not in words as in a glance
You can't see how much
I've given
I can't see beyond
This mask
Take my hand
Forget the world for just one moment
And Breathe
Feel the world stirring beneath your feet
The earnest with which you heart beats
Listen
Can you hear it?
The yearning
The Desire
Calling to you
Jump with me.
Softly shaded antiquity. The same old song for years. Streaming in rivulets down the disjointed subconscious of forevermore. We'll never escape it; you and I. We're destined to initiate each other's spiraling descent into melancholy malaise. That disconcertingly inviting fog that consumes us beyond individual attention. The ardor we clutch so desperately to is, in all senses, our disease.
We cannot bear to let it go, even as it twists and distorts our souls. The essence of what we once were, morbidly tainted by each other. Corrupted through innocent and pure intentions, our souls were never meant to intertwine. We are disease and decay to on
Won't you take this away
Let me rest
Before I find the next day
I can't resist
Thoughts of you cause me pain
But I'm blind
I can't forget the way we've lain
And if you can't find
The decency to leave
To be so unkind
I just might beg you
To stop your running
And leave my haunted thoughts
Lost within my mind.
I watched myself die today
Yet another crack
All the little things you've done
To break my back
I don't know how to stop
The pain feels too good anymore
For me to get back on top.
And all I want to do is forget
Slip into that hazey field where you don't exist
Numb my mind to your eyes
And lose all memory of my good
The room is cold.
The walls seem to weigh more than usual as the creaks and sighs of the house grow louder in protest.
Something skitters across the ceiling. The fanged smile of a nightmare glinting from above my head. Eyes glowing brightly through the lack of illumination.
What causes my hair to stand on end when there is naught but silence in a dark empty room? When the sound of my heartbeat flows with the creaks and sighs of the house? I am connnected to the ever-living nightmare. Through my skin to my covers, through the bed to the floor, through the floor to earth and the person buried beneath.
And it thrives on my sweat and blood,